All New Angel
Title:
All New Angel 1/4, 2/4, 3/4, 4/4
Series: Ending, part 1 ; Imagine, part 1
Author: Joey
Feedback: Please :)
Archive: Buffy & Angel Rock!
Summary: Angel returns to Sunnydale after something happened in his
life. (takes place two years after Buffy season 4 and Angel season 1, in May
2002)
Spoilers: season 4 of BtvS and season 1 of Ats
Rating: PG-13, like the show
Disclaimer: Joss Whedon owns all the characters
He's the one
:)
Dedication: For Camille (after all, I came up with the idea of this
fic in the Jura! :)
Note #1:
Even though the fic takes place at the end of season 6, the events in
the past aren't all from the show. Consider all the events from season 4 as
past but it changes when it comes to season 5. Some stuff is the same but
most are slightly different, due to the fact I wrote the story knowing only
a few spoilers.
Note #2: Dawn's still there, because Joyce and Buffy decided to keep
her with them after the events of season 5. She's now seen as a member of
the family and she's completely normal (she only has the memories of the two
years she just spent with Buffy and Joyce). Riley left during season 5, and
Anya at the end of this very season. Spike went back to Europe after he had
several problems with Buffy (due to the fact he had a crush on her) Don't
forget that the fic takes place in the future and that a lot has happened,
even if not said here.
Note #3: Willow is still going out with Tara (after a break), Giles
is with Olivia, but Xander and Buffy are single. Basically, Buffy went out
with Riley (1 year), Spike (1 day, not talking about Something Blue), Sean
(5 months), David (1 month), and Matthew (2 weeks).
Note #4: The fic is built like a episode of the show: there are 1 intro
and 4 parts. The phrases between * are thoughts.
Note #5: The book Willow is referring to is The Little Prince by Antoine
de St Exupéry.
********Intro********
Something brought him here. He wouldn't have been able to say what, and that's
why he wished he wouldn't meet anyone. So he wouldn't have to explain. He
had suddenly left everything behind him. His friends, and especially, his
new life. He thought about it from time to time, but never for a long while,
as if he knew that wouldn't get him anywhere. The silence of the night might
have been oppressive, and yet it made him feel better. After all, he had been
a creature of the night for such a long time
The vampire with a soul,
they called him. He had always been lonely
and so much happened in one
week that he needed to clear his mind, to have peace and quiet. The silent
woods were perfect for that. But why did he come back...?
He left the woods. Dawn
was getting closer, he could feel it, as if he could still feel the sunbeams
before the rising of the sun. His old instincts told him to speed up, but
he knew they served no purpose anymore.... He had arrived on the little hill
that overhung the town, and he stopped to contemplate the waking city. It
was a strange and nostalgic sight, one coming out from the past. In the city
he had been living the last three years, sleep didn't exist; always, there
were people awake, dying from sadness, cold, or hopelessness, and even him,
he didn't rest at night. He watched.
As he was leaving the hilltop, turning his back on the sun, which wouldn't take a long time to appear, he remembered. It was a day just before dawn, like this very day. It was the despair that led him there; it was a harsh meeting that gave him back hope, and it was with snow, and the warmth of the beloved one's hand in his that he went back into town. All that seemed so distant to him now... His life had changed twice since then.
Twice.
He had driven for the
greatest part of the night and he was seriously beginning to feel sleepy.
He slid into the seat as sunlight made the paint shimmer. Funny coincidence,
the sun wasn't a threat anyway. He closed his eyes and rested his head against
the seat. He just needed some sleep, a few hours should be okay. And he would
have his mind clear, to try to understand why he was there when he knew it
was a bad idea.
He fell asleep as the sun rose on his first day back here. Back in Sunnydale.
- "Mom!!
Where is the toast?"
Buffy opened
her eyes to the clock that already showed 7:30am, mentally cursing her sister
whose cries reached her bedroom. And to think that she hoped she could sleep
late during summer vacation... She really needed to find Dawn a hobby. Quickly.
Preferably one that involved silence.
Now awake,
she dragged herself out of bed and left the room, still in her pajamas. Her
eyes half-closed, she went downstairs and entered the kitchen which was already
lighted by the warm sun. Dawn was busy buttering the famous toast, while Joyce
was reading the newspaper, a coffee mug in her hand. The latter looked up at
Buffy and smiled.
- "'Morning
sweetie. Sleep well?"
- "Humpf-humr,"
Buffy nodded in agreement.
- "Hey
Buffy," Dawn said between two bites of toast.
- "You..."
Buffy left
her sentence suspended, not able to speak properly since she was still kind
of in sleep mode. She took the plastic jug from the table, served herself a
glass of milk and drank it immediately. She might as well not play that game
so early in the morning.
Once the breakfast
was over, she went back to her bedroom to get dressed, more energetic than she
had been when she woke up. She finally opted for a pair of jeans and a white
slipover. While having a fast look at herself in the mirror, she thought she
could have dressed better, at least in a less everyday fashion. She was single
now that Matt was gone, after all... but she didn't really want to catch anyone's
eye. Not for the moment, not today. The day was supposed to be calm, hanging
around with her friends, it wasn't like she was going to meet anyone.
As she was
putting on a light blue shirt over her tank top, someone knocked on her door.
- "Come
in."
Dawn pushed
the door open. She was wearing cotton pants and a gray shirt with some sequined
Chinese signs, and seemed to be on her way out, with her shoes on and a little
orange bag hanging by her side.
- "Hey.
Just wanted to know, what are you doing today?"
- "Nothin'
special. I'm going to Giles' with Xander and Will. Why are you asking? What
are you doing today?"
- "I'm
gonna see my friends too. Probably go shopping, even if Sunnydale isn't exactly
the greatest place for that... too bad we're not in Los Angeles. Oh, I'm gonna
ask mom if we can go. Didn't you know someone in LA?"
Buffy's face
darkened momentarily.
- "No...
Not really. Not anymore."
- "Too
bad... If only Dad was still living over there... Are you okay?" she asked.
"You look kinda.... Is it Matt?"
- "No,
don't worry Dawn. And forget about Matt. He was a poop head."
- "Okay.
I'm going then. Say hi to the Scoobys for me. Especially to Willow, huh."
- "I will,
no prob."
Dawn waved
at Buffy and disappeared into the hallway, followed by Buffy a few minutes later,
after she crammed two stakes in her bag. She waved at her mom as she crossed
the hall, and went out into the sunlit street.
********Buffy
theme plays********
*********Part
1********
The sound of
a horn suddenly awoke him at 9:30, and he blinked sighing. Just five and a half
hours of sleep, that was really nothing, now. It was so hard to get used to
this new life... the last time, the twenty-four-hour general idea he had was
completely different from what he was living at the moment... but of course,
she had been with him that day.
The car had
heated up, so he opened the window. He leant his elbow on the edge of the door
and watched for a moment as the sun lighted his still pale skin. Even now, this
sight almost filled him with wonder.
The ringing
of his cell phone pulled him out of his thoughts, and he began looking for the
little phone. Cordelia had picked it out for him three weeks ago, after he'd
finally admitted to losing the first one; she insisted the little nuisance was
essential, and somehow he let himself be convinced, if only to escape her lecture.
That said, the phone was still very unfamiliar to him, especially since he didn't
use it that often. It hadn't occurred to him he could give his number to anyone,
so Cordy, Wesley, Gunn and Danny were the only ones who knew it.
He finally
found the phone on the back seat, and answered it.
- "Hello?"
- "I told
you not to leave!! I should have let Gunn chain you up. He was right. Angel,
please tell me you're in LA."
- "No,
I'm-"
- "But
we talked about it!! Angel, you have to come back. Right now. You could have
warned us!! What, is this whole thing making you stupid?? We talked about it,
all *together*, you were there, remember?? Jeez, we all said it was a bad idea!
Angel, you agreed with us."
- "Cordelia,
I know. I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me, I just... I had to go."
- "Are
you there yet?"
- "Yes."
- "Then
we're on our way."
- "No,
Cordelia. No. It'd be useless, this my problem. I'll call you back when everything
is cleared here, okay? I'll phone you, you know I will."
There was a
beat on the line.
- "Okay
then. But you should have told us. Gunn and Wes are pissed, y'know. And Kate...
You said you were gonna tell her. What about Danny? Did you even think about
Danny?"
- "Look,
I'm sorry. I'll phone them all. Later. And Danny... is he there?"
- "No.
It's 9:30. He's asleep."
- "Then
don't wake him up. You'll tell him I'll be back very soon, that I'm not forgetting
him, that... well, y'know, those kind of things. If I can, I'll call back during
the day to talk to him. All right?"
- "Okay,
whatever..."
- "Cordelia,
I have to go. I'll call you back."
- "You're
terrible. Bye."
- "I'm
sorry. Bye."
He hung up,
thoughtful. He remembered that night they spend talking, all of them in his
office. Cordelia was right; the question of Sunnydale was discussed, and soon
forgotten. Because the answer was so obvious. He said himself that it was nonsense
to think about going back there. He could still hear himself saying, "The
subject is closed. I don't have any place there."
And yet, he
was there.
Maybe he should
go back to LA. Yeah, he should. He definitely should.
He switched
on the engine of his car.
Ten minutes
later, he was turning the corner at Revello Drive.
The phone call
Giles had just received from Wesley confused him. In a minute or so, Buffy would
be there, and he still hadn't made up his mind about what he was going to tell
her. Thinking, he finished his cup of tea. They had had fewer problems than
usually at the end of the school year; no invincible demon which could have
threatened Buffy's life. Giles was so proud of his Slayer, and of what she had
become. Yet he began worrying about her. The Council looked as if they were
already considering the option of having soon a new Slayer, but Giles just couldn't
get used to this idea. It was unbearable. Even though he knew that someday Buffy
just wouldn't be able to develop her strength anymore, and that she'd gradually
lose her fighting techniques, he couldn't believe the Council didn't have more
faith in their own Slayer. They were already saying Buffy's time had passed,
and all that because she was 21. An age most Slayers hadn't even reached. Quentin
Travers had phoned him once, to tell him the Council wanted to test the Slayer
again, like at her 18th birthday, to see she was still powerful enough. Of course,
Giles had refused, still uncomfortable with the memories of the last test, but
he knew his refusal wasn't enough to get the idea out of the Council's head,
and as Travers never talked to him again about this test, he was wondering what
decision they had made. The Council shared lots of information about demons
with him, but he usually still felt as though they were hiding things, that
was also why he didn't always rely on them. Searching in his books was still
the best source of information in his mind. This phone call had reminded him
of all that, even though the two things weren't really linked, and Giles tried
to dismiss these thoughts.
There was a
knock at the door, and Giles went to open it. As he discovered Buffy, Willow
and Xander on the doorstep, he had made up his mind. Buffy wouldn't know about
the phone call.
- "Hey
Giles," Buffy smiled.
- "Good
morning Buffy. Willow, Xander," he nodded. "Come in."
He moved out
of their way and closed the door after the three young people. They all sat
down, and Giles went to put his empty cup into the sank before sitting with
them.
- "Why
isn't Tara here?"
- "Oh
yeah, I have to tell you," answered Willow. "She had to go to San
Francisco to see her brother for a few days, well, not San Fransisco exactly,
but it doesn't change anything, I mean not for you. She left yesterday. Kind
of. Y'know, family problems. No fun."
- "Oh."
- "She
wanted to let you know, but she was in rush when she left. She thought it'd
be okay, 'cause y'know, it's Monday, and Monday it's training day for Buffy,
and the shop's closed so it's not like you needed her and I was supposed to
tell you anyway, so she just assumed
"
- "Oh,
no, I know. I'm not mad at her, don't worry."
- "What
about your job, Xan? You doing well?" Buffy asked.
- "Yeah.
I'm having more and more stories to tell with the holidays, which is fun. I'm
really liking the job
Even when I'm not with the kids, you know. Even
the basic work there is pretty cool
I should think about killing Mrs.
Miller soon, y'know, to be head of the library."
- "You
couldn't do that. You need diplomas anyway," Willow pointed out.
- "No,
I'd need a gun of some kind."
- "Xander.
Can't you try not to say anything stupid for a day?"
- "Okay
boss! Then let's talk seriously: any big, bad demon we can take care of??"
- "It seems so," Giles answered calmly. "I had the Council on the phone yesterday morning."
- "Any problem?" Willow asked with a face.
- "Do I really have to make a speech again? Wasn't I clear last time they came for that stupid review?" Buffy asked, looking up and shaking her head. "Giles, please tell me they're not coming."
- "Oh,
no, no," Giles reassured her, taking off his glasses. "But they came
up with a new idea?"
- "Be useful without being annoying?" suggested Xander.
- "Thanks god, you're here, Xander," Giles said, putting on his glasses. "In fact, they decided to use technology in order to help us in our fight against evil."
- "And that means?" Xander raised an eyebrow.
- "They sent a special unit near Sunnydake and-"
- "Oh no. No special unit. I have a bad, bad memory of the last one."
- "This unit isn't to fight or a weapon of any kind. Quentin wasn't exactly clear, mais it seems that, thanks to the means they're given, these men are able to gather precise information about the demons around Sunnydale."
- "Eh, they're stealing our research job !" Willow exclaimed. "Aren't they?" Then she saw the look Xander was giving her, and added, "Not that it's a bad thing. Because, y'know, research is long and kinda boring."
- "Giles, what is that all about? They're doing the research job for us now? What next? They hire someone else to slay vampires for me?" bolted Buffy.
- "Yeah, nice to see they're trusting us," added Xander.
- "Of, of course not," answered Giles, taking off his glasses again. "It doesn't mean we won't do research on our own. Quentin is positive that it isn't their purpose, that it's only in aim for better results."
- "What do my results have? They think I'm not making my vampire rate per week?"
- "Buffy, I don't really know what it means so far, there's no need to get worked up. I'm don't think this is a real threat, but we will keep our distances. Keep working and research without asking for help."
- "Maybe they're just trying to be useful this time," Willow noted, trying to be positive.
- "Yeah, right. Let's not talk about it," Buffy answered. "You said there were demons, Giles? Good, I haven't seen any vampire in patrol for the last few days."
- "Indeed, that's the reasen I mentionned the Council. Their team thinks they noticed a little group of strong vampires coming towards us, but they won't be here before a couple of days, and they're only vampires."
- "Buffy's right, they're really the only ones to show up. I went to Willy's," Xander told.
- "Xan! We told you not to go alone. So you won't get beat up by a stocky, fluorescent demon. Not fluorescent in the sense, color fluorescent, just, y'know, shining in the dark."
- "C'mon, I'm not jeoparding my life more at Willy's than in any street here... Anyway, he says something strange happened a week ago, probably not far away. The demons don't really know what it is, so they're cautious. I know, sounds weird. But I guess they're waiting for more information."
- "That's why we don't see them!" Willow exclaimed. "I mean, they're not lively. They must be waiting to know."
- "It must a real big deal if demons start thinking about a fighting attitude. Whatever attitude is hiding during a fight," Buffy said.
- "Remember? After the Master's death, vamps did that already."
- "But he was... well, their master, they were really messed up. I didn't kill any master vampire here," Buffy noticed. "Or if I did, I really didn't mean to."
- "In January it was a bit like this too," Xander recalled. "For like, two weeks we had to go in the woods to find vamps."
- "Giles, do you know what it could be?" Willow asked, turning towards him.
Giles, who
had stayed silent for the last few minutes, frowned behind his glasses, confused.
- "Uh...
no. It's probably nothing important."
- "And
what if it was a big bad that was just born? A so big bad even the demons would
be scared by it? Like, a new Adam?" Xander suggested.
- "I don't
think so. When the demons begin hiding, it's often because something to our
advantage happens. If it was to their advantage, they'd likely be more... impassioned,"
Giles explained.
- "But
this time, I'm not gonna look for them in the woods. We're on vacation, I'm
resting," Buffy warned, leaning against the couch.
- "You're
right. But you can still train."
- "Of
course I will. Every Monday," Buffy smiled at Giles. "And each afternoon
you want me to. I'll be there, don't worry. Have I ever missed a training session?"
- "Actually,
yes," Giles pointed out.
- "Well,
this time I won't. Okay?"
- "Hey, obedience's not a strong point of the Buffster", Xander smiled before Buffy glared at him. He just grinned back and turned to Giles. "What are we eating then, G-man?" Xander went on. "You said you'd take care of that."
- "And
that's rare enough for us to remember," Willow added with a grin.
- "Yes. Actually I ordered pizzas, but we need to get them. The place doesn't deliver anymore. I'm wondering why."
- "They
don't have me as deliver-boy anymore?" Xander suggested with a smile.
- "I'll
go and get them if you want," Buffy said. "'Guess it's at the pizzeria
down the street?
- "Yes."
- "Okay.
I'll go in a few minutes."
- "I'll
come with you," Willow said.
- "Yeah,
to be sure she won't get lost. Y'know, basically, there is only one straight
line. Could be dangerous," Xander noted.
Even Giles
smiled for a moment.
- "Hey,
no link here, but I was wondering, why were you training when I passed by the
Magic Box with Tara on Friday afternoon?" Willow asked Buffy. "Don't
you work at the ice-rink on Friday?"
- "I do.
But I had asked for a day off... went shopping with Dawn and we bumped into
Giles. So I found myself training a few hours later. Anyway, I guess my boss
was in a really good mood the day I asked for this day off, I can't believe
he even agreed."
- "He's
still giving you a hard time?"
- "Yeah...
I'm just so lucky. Why do I always get superiors that hate me? Didn't I get
my quota with Snyder? Anyway, I've already begun looking for a job in the newspapers,
but I didn't find anything interesting... it sucks."
- "Hey,
it's Sunnydale!"
- "I should
work with you at the library, Xan" Buffy went on. "If anyone leaves,
don't hesitate, I'm in."
- "Promise."
Xander put
one hand on his heart, looking solemn.
- "What
about you, Giles? The store still has lots of clients I guess?"
- "Yes,
it's amazing how people in this city like to try magic. Besides Olivia is considering
moving in and working with me. Since Anya left, it's hard doing all by myself.
Even with Tara helping, I mean."
- "I could
help you some days."
- "If
you like. But I really think you do better work at the ice-rink."
- "Sure,
but you don't hate me, unlike my boss," Buffy pointed out. "Don't
worry Giles. If you want Olivia working with you, I'll find something else,
no big. Well, we should go get the food. Cash please?" she asked turning
towards Giles.
He got up to
give her some money, and handed it to her. She got up with a smile, taking the
bucks, and headed for the front door while Willow took her jacket. She waved
at the boys, and went out. Willow caught up, and closed the door. Together,
they began walking down the street.
- "How's
Dawn?" Willow asked.
- "Good.
She says hi. You should drop by someday, I'm sure she'd be happy to see you
guys. Well, overexcited would probably be a more exact term."
- "We
could do that this week. Xander doesn't work on Friday, I only do in the morning,
and no need to go to college, so it's okay."
- "Yup.
We'll talk about it with Xander."
There was a
silence as they crossed a street.
- "I still
think it's weird the demons are hiding again. I'm sure there are some things
going on we're not aware of here..." Willow started. "Did you have
strange dreams lately? Like premonitory dreams?"
- "No...
I don't think I did. But..." She slightly frowned. "I dreamt about
Angel a week ago. It was weird, 'coz, y'know, I don't really think about him
anymore."
- "You
don't?"
- "No.
I don't know... he just came once this year, and it was in December... y'know,
for the big, red, horny demon. Anyway, it's far away now. I think I stopped
waiting for his visits, stopped waiting at all. I got used to it. And, y'know,
he seems so different now. And I guess I changed too. See what I mean? In three
years, so many things happen in a life. I guess we could never have what we
had."
- "Because
you'd like to?"
- "Exactly.
I'm not even sure. See, I moved on. There was Riley, and then Sean. Even Matt...
I mean, that's the proof that... I have a life, without him, y'know? I've got
my own life. He's got his. But in a way... see, when I'm really sad, he's the
one I think about. Always."
- "I know...
that's how I feel about Oz. When he left
it's been hard, and I still miss
him sometimes, when I hear a song or at the Bronze, y'know. But I try to picture
him coming back and I feel like it couldn't work, y'know
Oh, oh! Do you
remember that French class when we learned the song about the autumn leaves?"
- "Not
really. Listening in French class is one of the things I forgot to do in high
school."
- " Well,
it was something like, 'Mais la vie sépare ceux qui s'aiment, tout doucement,
sans faire de bruit
' That's the idea, isn't it?"
- "Will
what does the sentence mean?"
- "Oh,
yeah. Hum, basically it's 'But life separates the ones who loved each other,
gently, without making noise
" Oh, wait, it's "who love each
other'."
- "Yeah,
you're right. That's the idea. I wonder whether Xander feels this way or not."
- "About
Cordelia?"
- "I was
more thinking Anya."
- "I...
I don't think so. I mean, it's different for guys. Isn't it?"
-"What,
they're always moving on, without reflecting on the past?"
- "Maybe...
but Oz came back. After more than six months, so... I don't know. (Pause) With
all that talking, we still didn't find what could scare demons."
- "No.
Probably nothing to do with Angel. I mean, even if he was coming, that wouldn't
put demons in a state."
- "Jeez.
Hard to be a demon, huh?"
The friends
smiled to each other, and stepped inside the shop.
When he eventually
decided to get out of his car and head towards the door at the 1630, he found
the door locked. He stayed at the doorstep a few minutes, wondering what he
should do, then he went round the house and climbed as discreetly as he could
to Buffy's half-open bedroom window, which he opened gently. He managed to get
inside with no problem.
The shock was
terrible. Not because everything had changed, but precisely because almost nothing
had changed. There were still the butterflies on the walls, still the two sunshades
decorating the bed, still the same poster representing a dog, still the big
mirror, still the same jewelry box, still the little cuddly pig on the bedside
rug -what was its name already? Oh yeah, Mr. Gordo. Only the wall had changed,
a pale yellow where once blue and white stripes had reigned. It was like suddenly
being back in the past, that past he thought faded, lost forever in his subconscious.
A soft smell of peach floated in the air, and he could remember smelling it
in her hair a day they were together. And that was over three years ago... Everything
seemed so unreal, so impossible. Maybe the world didn't change as much as he
thought it would. Maybe he still had his place in it...
He stepped
further into the room, somewhat filled with wonder. It was her bedroom, her
things, and he was again close enough to see it, to touch it. The whole atmosphere
in the room was impregnated with Buffy, with her life, with her nature, and
it was almost enough to make him happy. He almost forgot his reunion with Buffy
would probably be harder than the ones with her bedroom, and it seemed to him
that everything was like before, that Buffy would come in and that they would
kiss as they would have three years ago. He couldn't have explained why he suddenly
felt so optimistic.
He headed towards
the desk, on which several written papers lay. 'College,' he thought. Under
one of the papers, he caught sight of an envelope, and without knowing why he
did it, he took it. It contained a letter, yet there was no stamp on it, and
it was neither closed nor sealed. He opened it, and took the letter out. He
unfolded it, completely oblivious to the fact that he was violating her privacy,
and a strange feeling took over him as he read the first word. "Angel".
Him. It was him. This letter, it was supposed to be for him.
"Angel,
It's been
dark outside for a long time now. The house is silent, and my bedroom is dark.
I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking, you're up, fighting a new demon in the
streets of LA. I'm just back from patrolling. I don't know why, I feel it's
useless sometimes. How can you go on fighting? I just feel so sick and tired
of it sometimes.
I don't
even know why I'm writing this letter. It's not the first time I feel the need
but I already burnt all the other letters. Yet, I go on writing. I don't know
why, this is stupid. Maybe I hope you feel I'm thinking about you.
I'm so sad. There's no real reason. But since I got back from patrolling, I
have had that feeling... something blocked in my throat, in my stomach. I'd
like to cry but the tears just can't come up. If someone came in and asked me
what's wrong, I wouldn't be able to tell them, 'cause I can't say it myself.
I guess writing to you isn't the best remedy and it's probably making me feel
even worse, but I need to share this sadness. And as always, I think of you.
It hurts so much to say that. When you left... it was so hard I'd like to forget,
to put all that behind me, to get over it once and for all and never think about
it again. But I just can't. Every time, the sadness makes the memories come
back.
I can't
tell Willow, or Giles, about it. I'd like to. Dawn too, I'd like to tell her.
But she doesn't even know who you are. It's ironic, when you see all the efforts
she still makes to catch up with the past, to think that she hasn't heard about
you
It should have been the first part of my life she should have heard
about
But no one told her. Not even me
I just couldn't. When I think
that Sean didn't hear once about you either... it sounds so weird. You're such
a big part of my life, how can my boyfriend not know about you?
I often
think about the time you came and met Riley. It's far away now. But sometimes,
I just feel like I should have told you to stay. But I know it's right that
I didn't. We don't live in each other's worlds anymore. You said it. You're
changing, I guess I am too. But I think a part of me still hopes. You know,
that a part of you is still the Angel who I knew, who I'm writing to, who I'm
thinking of.
I don't
know how to end this letter. Ending is always hard, especially when it comes
to us, huh? This time, again, I'm saying to myself I'll post this letter tomorrow.
I'd love so much to receive mail from you.
-Buffy"
He stayed silent,
looking at the words written in front of his eyes. March 2002. Three months,
and it was still there. It was still there.
Downstairs,
the front door slammed.
Angel stopped moving and concentrated on overhearing the conversation. Apparently,
the person who just came in was neither Joyce nor Buffy, and she was with someone.
She didn't seem to want to go upstairs, but Angel considered it was preferable
to leave, especially since Buffy's bedroom door was open. He slowly put the
letter back on the desk and went out through the window, praying nobody heard
him.
Once he was
back on the ground, he moved closer to a window and watched for a while the
two people in the house. He didn't understand who this brown-haired girl was.
She looked around 16 and was obviously familiar with the house. Maybe a cousin
of Buffy's?
- "Too
bad Kat' had to go back home with James, Dawn was saying, inside the house.
' Hope my mother will be okay for Los Angeles tonight. I think she will. I mean,
it's not like we're in danger or anything, there's seven of us."
- "For
sure. Oh, Dawn, can we watch Thursday's Friends episode? My mom dragged me to
my grandpa's, I couldn't see it... Didn't you say your sister was gonna tape
it?"
- "Yeah.
Buffy was here on Thursday, so she did. Well, I hope. If she managed to turn
the VCR on."
The two friends burst out laughing and left the kitchen with two glasses of orange juice. Outside, Angel was getting confused. So, the little brunette was called Dawn. Buffy talked about her in her letter. And this Dawn was calling Buffy 'sister'? But Buffy didn't have a sister... Or at least she never mentioned one to him. The feeling that he didn't belong here was back, and he went away frowning and thinking.
Once the pizza
was finished, Xander suggested they watch 'The Silence Of The Lambs' and they
all accepted, including Giles, even though he would have chosen a old Charlie
Chaplin if he had the choice. They usually had meetings like this one on Mondays
before Buffy and Giles went to train, where they just sat and watched a movie
or played a game, if there wasn't any major problems. Which meant these relaxing
meetings was seldom on the plans. The phone rang just as Hannibal was going
to escape from jail. Willow and Xander startled, Buffy quickly pushed 'pause'
and Giles went to answer. He prayed it wasn't Wesley again, and picked up the
phone.
- "That's
no fun, it stopped us at the best part," Xander exclaimed while Giles was
on the phone.
- "Please
don't tell me what's gonna happen," Buffy asked.
- "I dunno
why, but this movie is still making my flesh creep. I've already seen so much
worse in real," Willow said.
- "I can't
believe you two watched it when you were seven," Buffy noted with a smile.
- "Don't
tell me about it," Willow answered. "I thought I was never gonna recover.
I could kill you, Xan, for that one."
- "Well,
the cassette was lying on the floor, we were alone and bored, I just found something
to do, that's all."
- "Already,
your morbid future was on the way," Buffy added, still smiling.
- "And
at least we didn't become cannibals," Xander finished.
Behind them,
Giles had just hung up. When they heard the click, they all turned around.
- "So
Giles, what's up?" Willow asked.
- "It was the Council."
- "Again?"
- "What did they want, Giles?" Buffy asked.
- "It
seems like the group of vampires coming isn't alone."
- "Ah!
At last, things are livening up!" Xander exclaimed.
But Giles didn't
laugh.
- "In
fact, it looks like they're being chased by another group. The Council's unit
spotted a Titan, another demon and a human being. The latter escaped from jail
in Los Angeles a few months ago, and they didn't identify the second demon yet."
-"It's
strange. I mean, why would someone hang around with two demons?"
- "They
say maybe he could tame them or something."
-"Tame
them?? Talk about a killer hobby, taming demons," Xander remarked.
- "Yeah...
if he had an ounce of royal blood, he'd tame foxes," Willow said pensively,
but nobody caught the reference.
- "And
the Titan, what sort of demon is it?"
- "A dangerous
one. Kind of a Judge. I don't know much about it... it uses magic as much as
strength, but I don't know what for. Anyway, it's not good to run into a Titan."
- "Well,
here is our big bad to celebrate the end of the school year!! Nice demons, didn't
want to break the tradition," Xander commented.
- "I'll
make inquiries tonight, on the Titan. Anyway, the group of vampires should arrive
in Sunnydale tomorrow night, and the three others not for two days, so we have
some time left."
- "Do
you want me to help with the searches?" Xander asked. "I have to be
at the library from 4 to 6, to tell a story, but I can be back after."
- "No,
thank you. It's okay. I'll manage."
- "You
sure Giles?"
- "Yes,
Willow, yes. Don't worry. I'll consult some books from the shop."
- "Okay.
I'll warn Dawn then," Buffy said. "Knowing her, she'd be able to be
right where the Titan would arrive. And I'll go patrolling for a little while
tonight. See if the vamps got out of their backyard."
- "I'll
have a look at my books to see if they mention the Titan, and anyway I'm working
at the Sunnydale Press tonight. If there was any slaughter, I'll find it,"
Willow finished.
- "You have access to that kind of information on a computer meant to work the layout?" Xander asked, raising an eybrow.
- "Not really, but... y'know, I kinda -unintentionnally- decoded some files, and... I came across the archives, information about the papers and the employees, and the whole content of the main computer."
- "Who said summer jobs were useless," Buffy smiled.
- "When I'll set up my own company, which will make me disgustingly rich, I'll hire you for the security part, Will. I'm surprised nobody has had the idea yet."
- "Yeah, Will is a very useful hidden genius. So Giles, is it okay? We train, then you research and I rest?" Buffy asked.
- "Yes, I think so."
- "Let's go training then. I'm up to some dummy slaughter."
- "And we are going," Willow said after checking Xander was ready. "To spend the whole afternoon doing nothing. We're very good at that."
- "Hey!
How about my movie?" Xander exclaimed.
- "We'll
finish watching it eating pop-corn on the Titan's corpse, okay?"
- "That's
some plan! I like it."
Buffy, Willow and Xander all smiled, but behind them Giles mechanically took off his glasses and frowned. Willow and Xander left, throwing a 'Bye Giles!', letting Rupert thinking that the phone was ringing a little too much for him this day, as he headed with Buffy towards the door.